in all actuality, i wasn’t going to name this entry this, but i saw randomchance’s (formerly d1066 in case i get the name wrong hehehe) and it seemed to fit perfectly for what i have to say today, too.
i wrote my daughter a long email this morning, letting her know that i was going to be out of town and while i would love for her to go, i didn’t think she needed to be around the sadness and sickness and stuff and i hoped she had a really nice holiday.
this evening, i went to bellydancing class and had an awesome, if exhausting time. i think it’s time for me to move up to the next step, which is going to require more work from me, but damn, it’s painful =) now that i have developed abdominal muscles somewhat, the damn things can get sore, demmit. but, i am on my way to doing a killer belly roll and i do believe i can undulate. i don’t think it’s real pretty just yet, and still a little jiggly, but it is, after all, called bellydancing =) my arms are sore just typing this. ow.
so, i get home and no one but mom and sis are home and they have already eaten, so i open the door, mom in tow, to run and get myself something to eat. the door was opening when i got there and i assumed it was my son. i opened the door AND IT WAS MY DAUGHTER!!!!!!!! SHE SAID SHE WAS HOME FOR THE NIGHT!!!!! yes, i realize that was shouting, but DAMN am i happy. it’s a good thing i was going to the car, or she would have seen my happy tears, glistening. she would have rolled her eyes and wondered if it was wise for her to have come home. instead, i calmly and without missing a beat said "hey! good to see ya! do you want anything from del taco?" she says, "yeah, chicken soft tacos. i am going to grab a shower." "okies see you soon". and just like that, i was jubilant, in my car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don’t think i can adequately express the joy.
tonight, life is good, no matter what tomorrow brings.
peace.
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