wow….

today i am feeling like this much relaxation must be against the law. all weekend it has just been me and my honey. it’s been pretty cool. i think this has given us a taste of what it will be like when it’s just the two of us. i think we have both enjoyed it, although for me there were some tense moments yesterday when d wanted to be chatty cathy while i was in the last five pages of the fifth harry potter book. now, we spend most of our time together, but damn….when i see he’s at the end of a book, i try to give him space and be considerate. it was a minor wrinkle, generally speaking.

i cooked us dinner last night. it’s amazing how much less you have to cook when you aren’t feeding an army. heh.

the book was good, but darker than the others. i think i remember reading some sort of fervor such as that, but  it’s certainly true. of course, the realist in me says "WTF, do ya think life is all roses and lollypops?" ummm, no. cynical me. heh.

i have had some word about my daughter. she has a lot of people around who care about her, but she doesn’t seem to care about any of us. i know she is still with the weasle, which discourages me heartily. we have had some phone calls from the kids who care for her, and while that’s good, it means she is okie, but by the same token, it means she is still in denial about the destructive way her life is going. it makes me very sad that she is making these poor choices.

that’s all for today, so far.

peace.