help me, i’m at the catholic hospital….

and they won’t let me go. hahaaha

seriously, my mother had her other angioplasty today….or attempted, anyway. they weren’t able to do it because they said it had been blocked for too long, so her next best option is surgery. this makes me marginally sad for her and she is frustrated with going through this whole business for nothing, but at least she’s okay. she is laying here right next to me and we just finished watching "kate and leopold" on the tv. i think it’s almost time for her soap operas. please goddess, let us get cut loose before i have to watch those…

in other news, dance class last night was festive. i feel completely retarded. i bought that absolutely beautiful silk veil from ebay awhile ago and i can’t find where i put it. i think it’s in my room somewhere, my other choice is for it to be at the restaurant where we generally eat our dinner. i hope that if it’s there, someone saved it and didn’t think it was trash or stole it. i mean, the veil doesn’t really have any use except for someone who dances, but who knows? so, we worked with veil last night….i am just going to have to tear my bedroom apart looking for the veil and go by the restaurant and ask sean if he has it in his lost and found. veil is so cool….it’s so much more flowy and awesome. the other thing most teachers do is teach zills. i don’t like zills, they make a lot of noise and i am not that coordinated yet. i can EITHER dance, or i can zill, but asking me to do both at once is inviting disaster =) i am excited for tomorrow’s dance classes and i have ordered a couple of dvd’s to work on my technique and stuff when i don’t have class. this one dvd i got has ten minute quickie workouts. i am anxious to see how that it.

i need to write some more about spiritual stuff, but i think i am going to go and read and journal in my other journal right now to see what i can see. i watched "what the bleep do we know" with my ‘mates  this last weekend and they liked it as much as i thought they were going to…i pretty much knew that they would. there is so much more to know about this stuff and there is a sequel to that movie that comes out soon. we are going to make a fieldtrip to go and see it and delay our study a little longer. it’s really interesting stuff about quantum physics and how we perceive time and reality and how you can manipulate that if you think you can. i do and i have. it’s pretty cool, let me tell you.

today, life is good and i am again grateful for all the blessings i have in my life.

peace.